I’m 13, on a long extended vacation with my family: mom, dad, and two brothers. I’m the middle child which means I can usually call a good seat in the family minivan, which is important when you’re on a road trip for 30 days. We drive everywhere because flying 5 people up and down the east coast is expensive. We get lost in every major city. We read hundreds of books and listen to thousands of songs. We compromise because nobody wants to fight in the car, but there are some long days. We don’t stop at every historic site but we hit all the historic battlegrounds and rest areas. We eat one-pot meals made in our hotel rooms, in front of 300 cable tv channels. Sandwiches out of the car. Sometimes, we meet some of our relatives for the first time we- the kids- can remember, and turn their homes into our base of operations to see several places over the course of a few days. For the whole month of October, we make our way from Montana to Vermont to Virginia and back home again.
Midway through this adventure, we hit Boston, a treasure trove of Independence era sites, home of the Freedom trail. We see the liberty bell, Independence Hall, Paul Revere’s house, Betsy Ross’s house, a church who’s history I can’t remember, and an old ship named “Ol’ Ironsides” left over from the War of 1812, and many regular city streets. It was in one of the modern, non-famous areas where my revelation took place.
Mom said everyone could tell we were tourists by the way we kept looking up at everything. She noticed that locals kept their eyes front, never looking up, just getting where they’re going. Montana children are not used to skyscrapers of course, especially a whole bunch of them in one place, and we couldn’t help but stare up to try and see the tops. Mom said it in a way to get us to move along and pay attention to where we were walking, but not as a means to scold our curiosity.
But then I had to go and say, “I’m going to live in a big city some day.” My words, exactly. If I went back to Boston today, I could even find the exact building I was staring up at, if it’s still there. I loved it. The energy of people speed-walking to work, the way nobody paid attention to anyone else, and the quickness of transactions. The infinite height of buildings and amount of people seemed like equally limitess opportunities. I took the city in with excitement while my mom took it in and converted the energy to anxiety, tension, and stress. Her response was “Yeah, right. You’d hate it.”
To be fair, we also took in our first case of road rage witnessed in person that day. From our vantage point in another lane, we saw a man yelling out his car window (fingers, er finger waving), but by the time we drove away, one man was making motions to get out of his car. I thought that was all very exciting and new too, so that shows my perspective was perhaps a little skewed. Over the years, I forgot the road rage and the exchange with my mother.
10 years later, on an airplane across the pacific with two new friends, almost delirious from lack of sleep caused by 30 hours of traveling, that memory replayed in my mind like a reel of slides. I laughed out loud. Our airplane touched down in Seoul and I thought I was about to prove my mother wrong. But would I prove myself wrong instead? Would I like it?
After 4 1/2 years of metropolis life, I will finally have visitors. You see, my family knows they would hate to live here, but my brother and none other than my supportive mother, are coming. Perhaps I can look back on that trip long ago- and many others to go camping, visit relatives, and travel to and from college- and lay the blame for my travel bug. Perhaps it comes from my mom, who is braver than she knows.
I wonder, does she remember that moment in Boston? On the Freedom Trail? Maybe she won’t find her freedom while she’s here, but it’s okay. I’ve found mine.